Hello
Well it is day 6 for me without eating anything, nothing at all. And my concentration is shot. And now my vision is all blurry. I can normally see distances, but now anything over a 100 feet is all blurry. Even large sign's. Listening to people speak to me today, was almost impossible. I could barely understand. Doing anything today was difficult. It is so bad that it was difficult understanding mom. This pisses me off. I don't know what is next with. I am not sure what happens to the body after this.
Anyways, the staff and doctor's at Riverview, as well as the doctors and the director at Oceanside in White Rock have been tryitg to get in touch with me and can't. They have sent me an email and in it were statements that indicate how it is important that I have a phone.
They want to speak to me about setting up an appointment to discuss mom's treatment plan and what I think should happen. They are not wanting to email me. They wish to speak to me. The dentist at Riverview needs to speak with me. Others that are involved in mom's health care need to speak to me. And they do not wish to it through email.
I realize this. And I need a phone to reach ICBC and Translink, as well as my doctor and the lawyer. I cannot do this without a phone. My business is suffering. I have email after email of people wanting me to write representative agreements for them. I am loosing money because of not having a phone. I can't talk to ICBC or Translink, which I need to speak with them. So they can get me money that I need. Need to survive. And especially to eat, get around. And to be able to see a physiotherapist.. I cannot see one right now. As I don't have the $20 fee they need from me. Nor can I even get to see my mother without begging the bus drivers for a ride. I am feeling really guilty over this. And it is pissing me off. I have a list of clients I need to assist. Yet I can barely walk without being in extreme pain.
Now mom is moving in two weeks today. I will take the bus to see her. But I need a car. A bus driver friend of mine just bought a new car and tonight offered his old one to me for a good price. Yes it is a 1995 Chevy Blazer. Yes that is old. But my friend is meticulous about keeping it in great shape. And it is old enough that I can work on it. I know enough and have worked on my own cars. But the new cars, I open the hood and I go what and where is the motor.
It is a 4X4 and will travel through any weather condition. And I know it will get me their and back without a problem. And I just need it to get their and back. Around here I don't need to drive and can walk. The car is a V6 and that is perfect. Not allot on gas. And on the way I can go to Langley for cheap gas. 7 or 8 cents a litre cheaper than Coquitlam.
I hope this works out because this is what I need, besides needing to eat really bad. And needing a phone. And really needing a life. Of some kind. All I can do without being in pain, and well it hurts to do this. Is go and see mom. But I don't care how much it hurts I will not stop seeing mom. Oh yea my doctor tells me not to take the bus anymore and that I should go back to driving. As I will not get any better by being bounced around on the bus.
Now I need to speak with ICBC and Translink, Oh yea no phone. I am starving, Really hunger. All that is on TV is commercials for food. Every channel I turn it to is another commercial about food.
Mom tonight was so glad to see me and I her. It is so nice to be able spend time with her. I love it and continuously look forward to it. It is the only good through out my day. Otherwise I do absolutely nothing. I go to sleep at 3:00 am and try to sleep and then I am up at 8:00 am.
In the two and a half years that mom was at Riverview they just crippled mom. They did so much damage to her, I don't know if I can get her back to the way she was before she got their. But I am sure going to try. And mom or I will not miss this place. I will certainly not stop writing about it. I will write about it even more harsly. I will, as I have said before. Dig deep in their track record and write about it. I will find all about what they have done to other seniors and write about it. I will find out how many seniors have died from the abuse mom has suffered at the hands of these people and write about it. I will find out witch staff member did what and write about it. It goes back about 100 years and I will find out all the dirt on this place and write about it. Naming names and what happened and write about it.
I am not done with Riverview. And if they want me to stop writing then meet my demands. And that is the only way. You see it is all a public record and I am a researcher and know how to dig up anything. And if Oceanside is going to do the same thing I will write about them as well.
When I meet with them I am going to tell them about this blog and let them know that if things don't change they will be another victim of my blog. I don't care.
And when it comes to the PGT I have not yet begun to fight. I will fight for everything that they have taken from mom. And then some. Yea I am not eating and don't know when I will end up in the hospital, with malnutrition, which will be soon, But I will continue to fight for mom even from the bed in the hospital.
A phone is needed for mom's health care and for all those involved in her care. A car is needed and I believe me running into Dan tonight at Starbucks tonight is a sign. Yes I do believe that GOD puts things in front of you at the right time, and then makes it happen. So let us see what happens over the next two weeks.
I believe, I believe. In GOD and his works.
I am not sure exactly what I wrote tonight and if it even makes any sense, but I think it did.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
