Hello again
Well so far I have not heard anything from anyone about what is going on. I have phoned, asked,wrote and still nothing.
My cable and Internet will be cut off by the weeks end. So I will need to go to the library to write this. If I can get on one of the computers. But I will try. OK maybe I am just being to hasty about things going wrong. This is usually the case so I am acting the way I normally would act in these cases. Negatively.
When in doubt act the way I always do. This should be something I need work on. Guess what I am trying to work on this. I have been going to church again for the last several months. I am getting involved in another program to be able to speak on these issues. I am starting a program this week called Rooted, put on by the church. I have to speak to a pastor tomorrow afternoon about starting on Wednesday night
I have an appointment with a counselor at the Parkinson's society in Vancouver this month. No bus pass to get me there and back. Anther problem I face, No funds on my compass card to be able to take the transit. I need to got to Vancouver General Hospital emergency, better doctors and care, for my transit accident. I need to get to the New Westminster Court House to file a small claims petition against........., That is just this month. I can't go anywhere, at all. Again, no funds on the compass card ( Bus card) I don't see the point in applying for jobs, no way to get to interviews, but I continue to apply anyways. I am becoming extremely bored and restless. I just can't sit around. It is not in my nature to just sit. All I will do is sleep, being bored. I will not even have TV to watch at the end of this week.
I have been throwing everything, money wise, at rent, since my roommate moved out. I can't keep up. So everything else goes unpaid. The only thing that I have been paying, besides rent, is my phone bill. Need a phone.
I have even wrote a prayer line, seeking prayers for my situation.
I am not sleeping, don't want to sleep all day. I get up, shower and eat a little something. Then what. I can only walk so much, otherwise I develop extreme pain in my legs, neck and back. And all I can do then is just lay down. And there is really nothing to do in White Rock. I can't even get to the beach, I can walk down to the beach, then I need to take the bus up the hill. Can't walk it. So that is out of the question.
Nobody to visit out here. No friends and no one wants to make friends with someone that is poor as I am. Except other poor people. But I am rent poor now. And if I don't get something going right away I will be evicted.
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher Schmualand
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