Hello again
The few friends I do have just don't want to hang around with me anymore, because they think I am just bad luck and it will rub off on them. Everything seems to be going wrong. I have never had problems like this when getting a job. Had 3 jobs, lost them all 2 before I even started. Got hired. They have said to me that I seem to be having so many bad things happening to me right now. So the one couple canceled the plans they had to come out and visit. And really emphasized the fact that I seem to be having so much bad luck. They don't have any answers for me. So rather than visit with me, they are just avoiding me. I will just have to accept this and move on. But move on to what, more bad luck.
I am going without sleep so I can get things done. OK it doesn't help that I am in so much pain that I can't sleep or eat. Getting a little better, a little. Can eat some soft things now. At least I am finally eating. Sleeping not so much. As tomorrow, I have things I need to do so if I can't sleep by a certain time, I stay up.
I am so stressed out I feel as if I am having a heart attack. I know it is stress and anxiety related. I do know I have high blood pressure. Just had it checked out. Doctor tells me it is a little high, need to get it down.
As I have said I can't deal with everything anymore. I am at the end of my rope.
Please pray or send your help. I believe that it is my missing teeth that might be causing me to loose these jobs.
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This is very important for me. The infection will be gone in a few days, so I can go to the dentist and have the impacted teeth pulled out. But it does't help with the dentures I need. So I ask for help with this. I don't believe it is begging.
But I have an immideate problem that has to be solved. But I have no one I can call to help me with this. It does suck to be alone, with nobody to assist me with anything.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
