Hello again
I can't believe I am having so many problems just finding a place. All the places I like and apply to, I get a text message telling me they have been rented. And I am not even getting a reply from other's
I need a place. I can no longer afford the storage locker I have been paying for. There is no other locker's available in this building I am in.
The for rent sign has now been taken down. So I have no idea what the deal with that is. I guess I will have to call the manager tomorrow morning.
This is turning into a nightmare. One it seems I can't wake up from. I want to, but it seems I am stuck in a perpetual circle, of nothingness. I did what I was to do in my life.
This is the only thing in my life that I can actually say I was proud of. Looking after mom. And I am nothing without doing that. Taking care of my mother.
I went to a diabetes clinic and they give me a list of things I need. A glucose tester, the testing strips, the testing needles and a yellow container to put the needles in after I use them. ( Testing needles, they are surrounded by a protective plastic. I push on one end and a tiny needle comes out the other end. These are to be used only once) All of this costs money, which I have none of . And on top of this, a special diet. I need to eat certain foods for each of my meals. A list of exceptable foods that are approved for diabetics. And again, no funds to do this.
This disease is just getting worse. I need a bracelet as well.
Not cool.
I just need a place to call home. A place if I want to walk around in my underwear, I can if I want too. A place where I can use my own living room
Enough, I am sure none of you want to hear about this anymore. I sure don't. And I am living it.
I pray each night for something to happen. That I am out and about and I meet someone, that turns around and leads me to another person who just happens to have a place.
Look I am a good person. I just want my own place to live. So I can get on with my life.
Please pray, If not thanks anyways.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
