Hello again
So even though I had a good day, as soon as I got by myself, my depression kicked in. And boy has it kicked in. I am feeling worthless. I am feeling that I can't do the workshops. I know I can, but I feel that I can't. I am afraid of everything. Even though I have no reason to be afraid. There is nothing going on in my life that would cause me to be afraid.
I have so many things going on. I don't know what I am doing. I missed my diabetes clinic on Saturday. Being awaken late at night, does not make for a good sleep. Especially when one has to be up at 6 am, when you don't even get to bed until 3 am. Couldn't sleep. This is my story.
I have a terrible time falling asleep and it is not until late or early that I end up falling asleep.
Now Tuesday I have to take my Driving test. I am worried about that. Even though I have been driving all over the place.
I just can't even write tonight, but I thought I should at least write something. So there it is.
Please pray or not. Up to you
GOD bless and good night
Kris
