Hello again
Nothing new, still alone and very devastated. This is something I am not going to be getting over anytime soon.
No phone except this wifi phone and it is very spotty. If I am not standing in the right place it cuts in and out. With an old phone that needs to be plugged in or it shuts down. And it still cuts in and out.
I need to call for counseling services. And for them to get back to me as well as many, many other calls.
Sony sent me an email, telling me the same thing. No time frame.
I spent the day at a funeral home and they want $40,000 to put my mother and father just in a wall, side by side. Plus another $11,000 for the cremation and cards, food and urn and to hold the ceremony
It is $35,000 + to have someone buried in this place.
I was there at 8:30 am. So I didn't sleep last night. I needed to be up and gone by 6:45 am. I heard my sister wrong. I thought she said 8:30 but it was 9:45. Left there at 2 I think.
I spent the rest of the day just riding the bus. Aimlessly
I am so glad mom has found peace. The last few months were very hard on her. I do miss her with all of my heart.
I can't stop crying I walk down the street and start crying. I am on the bus and start crying. I am avoiding the people I talk to on the bus, bus drivers. I just can't bring myself to say anything without just breaking down/
I really don't feel well.
I need GOD's help. Right now. I am not making it through the days very well....
I don't want to be here. To what sit in my room. I don't know what to do.
I have already been told to get a job. I am disabled and this is making things far worse
I miss my mother.
I knew it. Both my sister are just cold about everything. They didn't spend anytime with mom. I have already been told that there won't be many people coming from mom's side of the family.
I was there for every moment of mom's last 10 years. I even offered to print all the photo's I have taken of mom over these years and the sister say we don't want them that is not mom.
Yes it was. It was part of her life. She still looked beautiful to me. No matter what was happening to her. Even at the end mom was beautiful. I wish I would of taken a photo of her. The last photo.
I am crying while I am typing this.
No groceries in my fridge. Like I said I was to busy taking care of mom these last few months to go. I had some money then.
The home and the PGT are holding my mother's wheelchair hostage. Even though my sisters said they don't want it.
I will be going to the police in White Rock tomorrow and reporting this. The PGT are finished with mom. It is mom's property and I am her son.
I am bringing it back here tomorrow and if my sisters have something to say about it. Then they can come here and talk to me about it.
It is no longer going to stay in the home.
I don't know what to do. I am feeling pain in my left arm.
I need your prayers now more than ever.
I thank you for praying for mom.
GOD please help me.
No one in my family is getting it. They were not there all these years.
Kris
