Saturday already, I mean Sunday

Hello again

It was suppose to down pour today. Where's the rain. Promises, promises.

Today, when I got to the bus loop, the bus downtown was right there, so I jumped on it. Not realizing I needed to go the other way to get mom papaya.

I did manage to get there a little early. That is good, I was able to start her dinner early, which mean't I could changed her sheets and duvet cover right after dinner.

My right arm is not working properly today, so forgive me if this is a short blog.

Now it is a casual person working tonight, so they did not even come in to change mom until after 7 pm. Not good. I hadn't even given mom her spa treatment. Just the same old crap. I am sorry I was,...... BS at it's best. New tag phrase.

So I didn't even get out of there until after 8, and didn't have time to sit with mom, holding her hand, while she fell asleep. This is part of mom's night. I could give mom her entire spa treatment. She was to tired for that. All she wanted to do was hold my hand and fall asleep. I had to many things to do. Fold all of her laundry up. Dirty sheets and clothing, pack up, get her ready for the night. One may think that this doesn't take that long, but you would be wrong.

It is not the big things I do for mom. Mom has her own cutlery, dishes etc... Which I need to wash and put away. Get mom changed, her music. the list is long.

But mom was happy though. Happy to see me, especially on bath day. In bed, to many blankets on her, very thirsty. I rush to give her drinks. And she is glad for this.

Mom did have some Gold Kiwi and pudding, (new pudding) plus some lemon bars. Oh yea and her nightly Lindt chocolate.

So I held her hand as long as I could, without having to catch the 9 pm bus, which gets me home at 1130. As it was I didn't walk in my door until 10:45. This is the first thing I have done, after my laptop connected.

What makes everything worth while is the warm smile on mom's face as she falls asleep.

I need to go now, I am very tired and need to eat something. Even though I don't have much, and I am not really hungry. I just want to watch a movie or something. To relax.

GOD bless and good night.

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