Hello again
Yes I am, but I never show this to mom. I am always smiles with her.
Today mom had the room to herself, and when the spa treatment was over, all she wanted to do is have a good night sleep. In peace and quiet. No one coming in or no TV on. I stayed as late as I could.
When I arrived in White Rock. Which I arrived early so I could get there early to take mom out. Well I received a phone call that was important. From the a Seniors Advocacy group. This was a 45 minute call. That took care of getting there early.
I had to rush to get something for mom, for dinner. Just a salad, no time to get anything else. I needed to rush down the street to get there in time for dinner. I just made it. Then we rushed to get her drinks out of the fridge and down to her room.
Mom was very hungry this evening and ate the entire salad and the served meal, plus her dessert. It is Wednesday, so it was a day to wash her hair. Which I am so lucky to be able to do this for mom. It makes her feel so good and relaxed.
It was a break from me being upset. I always am so very happy when I am with mom. Helping her out is the best thing in the world. No matter how crappy my life is. I always feel better seeing mom smile like that. So happy to see me and enjoys my company.
I am just a nobody, and today it all came to a head. To realize I have nothing, and am nothing. If it were not for mom.
I use to like living in Coquitlam, but I hate it now. I hate even coming back here at night. I have nothing. I need hearing aids to be able to continue to function properly in this world. To be there for mom as her advocate.
But even a crowdfunding campaign is proving to be unsuccessful. Ok down right disappointing
Please help me out. I need to hear
www.Gofundme.com/yugmns
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland.
