Hello again
I am still upset and have no clue what I am going to do now, Okay, I will find a doctor that will help me out. I spoke with the advocate and she suggested a doctor for me to call. I will be doing this tomorrow.
And my day was not very good. It seems that my life is falling apart in front of me. Nothing is working, no matter what I do. I am blindly going through these last few days. I am now constantly looking behind me as I just can't hear anything until it reaches the side of me. So I am now, I guess, paranoid.
I arrive, without a dinner for mom. just have nothing to make something with. This needs to change soon. I don't care if I go without anything. But mom needs a good home cooked meal each day. This keeps her healthy.
Anyways. I arrived to find that there were only a handful of residents in the main hall. Everyone else is in their rooms. This gasterol flu is running rampant. Residents are dropping like flies. They are getting sick I mean.
But not mom. I don't recall mom being sick since she has been there. Even the care aids, nurses and manager say, she doesn't get sick.
I don't get sick and I am always holding mom's hand. So I would say that whatever keeps me from getting sick is helping mom stay healthy. Or it could just be the fact I pump allot of fresh foods into her.
The biggest problem being, mom is in bed and the railing is up. The TV on and the padding on the railing is blocking mom's view of the TV.
I did speak with the nurse and mom will be up tomorrow, provided she doesn't get sick. This way I can wash mom's hair and put on clean sheets.Even though I put new one's on her bed Saturday. Mom has been in bed since then and sweating. So this will be refreshing for her.
Crap just won't stop. I have nothing. Going to be along month. I really wonder how long a human can go without.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
