Hello again
I didn't write last evening as I was very tired and in pain. I took it easy and just watched a few things.. That was my evening.
Last night the home did not even bring mom's dinner to her. It is lucky I had something that mom enjoyed and ate all of. I did complain. Sometimes mom doesn't want what I bring, sometimes mom eats both or some of each dinner.
Tonight though mom's dinner was brought to her, but she didn't want it. As she was satisfied with what I brought to her. And mom was almost finished dinner by the time they brought the served dinner. Come on!
Yesterday being Saturday, mom had her weekly bath and was in bed when I arrived. Very hot and taking the comforter off of herself. There is a fan, but they didn't use it. And I am not impressed with the way they are treating mom's property. The fan was almost toppling over. And today it was the same.
I will be putting up a sign stating "You break it, you bought it. No exceptions" They treat all of mom's electronics the same way. Like crap. With no respect. There are remote controls for everything, But they just push buttons and screw every preset up. Maybe another note.
I really hate to have to write notes. One would think they would treat the residents property with respect.
Now mom is fine, and I love the fact she wants to hold my hand all the time. Shows the love and trust she has in me. If mom is tried and thirsty, I can give her something to drink and she won't even open her eye's.
It is the usual after dinner. I get her ready for bed. Tonight I had to change her sheets. They are to lazy to even do this. And they know I have a hard time using my right arm. And I changed her sheets tonight only using my left arm. Well I used my right arm as much as I could. Given the pain.
We ate dinner in her room this evening as it was the coolest place. The home was very hot. We had the music going through out dinner. And I had the TV on for mom. Mantracker. Mom likes this show and was watching it while I feed her dinner.
I had not idea what was happening. My back was against the TV. Yet I could see from mom's eye's it was intense and she was enjoying it.
AS always, when I finish her spa treatment, mom is ready to sleep. She is completely relaxed. She reaches out for my hand and then squeezes it tightly. Bringing it to her side. closing her eye's and just relaxes.
OK I need to go, as I didn't eat dinner last night and am hungry. Nothing all day today. I only eat once a day. That is all I can afford. And I don't eat until I get home at night. Sometimes not until 1 am. I live on tea. This keeps the hunger at bay.
In any given day, mom eats five time as much as I do. I am OK with this. Mom gets good dinners, which makes her healthy.
Still my faith is day to day..... I need prayers. To help with getting out their.
GOD bless and good night.
Kristopher W.A. Schmuland
