Hello again
I am writing this at 1 am. I got home and had to do laundry. And answer allot of emails. Write many. And write in my pain journal.
I didn't even get home until after 11 pm.
So today I brought mom a vegetarian lasagna, she did not like this at all. No meat. The grilled vegetables she liked. lucky there is always meat on her served dinner. It was pork. I will not use the same utensils, when it is pork they are serving. My belief, and I don't want to use the same utensil to serve mom, if I am going to put it in my mouth. Such as the smoothie. I gave mom a spoonful, but she just had some pork. I would usually take a spoonful myself.
Anyways I started to freak out a little bit. I went and grabbed a spoon so I could give mom the smoothie after I gave her a serving of pork.
It is a promise I made, that is all I am going to say.
Well mom ate a good dinner anyways.
We got to her room and the usual took place. The spa treatment. The massage. The lotion. etc....
I sang allot to her tonight. Finished all of this early, so I turned on the TV, put it on mute and stood there holding her hand. And all this time, mom had a huge smile on her face.
Even when I left and she was asleep.
OK I am now just rambling and it might make sense to all of you
GOD bless and good night.
I will try to do better tomorrow night, when I am not tired as I am now.
Kristopher Schmuland
