Hello again
I can't say it enough. The best part of my day is when I visit my mother and see her smiling face. And when I hold her hand while she falls asleep, with a huge smile on her face. The fact that she wants to hold my hand.
Even though I do not like to be touched by anyone. Mom is the exception. Otherwise, No, No and No. I get off or will not get on a bus if it is to full. I will not allow anyone to hug me. I don't even like to shake hands with anyone.
It makes for a lonely existence I do say.
It is going to be a quick blog this evening
The new nurse who is replacing the nurse I don't like, was praising me like crazy this evening. I thanked her and told her to please not praise me. It is GOD who you should be praising. It is HE who is allowing me to do this.
Mom raised me very well and it shows. This is what the nurse also told me.
Nothing is more important in this world than to look after my mother. Nothing. Nothing will stop me from being there for mom. Nothing.
It is what I am suppose to be doing with my life. To give up everything for the sake of another. To give of one's life for another.
Yes I would like things, like a girlfriend. To busy. Not just with looking after mom, but I need to move to White Rock and look after that need.
I need to go now
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
