Hello again
A nice day today, the sun is shinning, yet it is cold outside. Mom was, as usual, happy to see me. Bath day so she was in bed, with way to many covers on her. She was wet with sweat.
I removed a few of these blankets and put her comforter on her instead. Much better. Mom ate the dinner I brought, plus part of the dinner served.
Still, mom is constipated. 3 or 4 days now.
Many people have been staring at me lately. I have no idea why. It is not as if I am that attractive. I didn't have anything on my face. Trust me I kept checking. But no one spoke with me or said hello.
Oh well!
I forgot that White Rock is an Ocean community, and colder than by the mountains where I reside.
But being in bed made for her spa treatment to be quick.
I love it when mom sings along with the music. And I love it that mom just wants to hold my hand while she falls off to sleep.
Again, mom did not want to let go of my hand when it was time for me to leave. I feel so bad that I am not close by, so I can stay later and just walk home.
You noticed I said home. I don't have a home. I am just staying somewhere and I hate coming here every single night. I don't want to be here anymore.
I figured it out. I just need two thousand dollars to get me through 6 months and I will have enough income to make it. But when you don't have two pennies to rub together, that is allot of money.
Well time to go again
I am tired, especially since it was daylight saving time last night and me being an insomniac.
So please pray for what I need.
Again, I do everything to make my mother's life better. This is why I need to be closer to her. To spend more time with her.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
