Hello again
So the other day I mentioned that I would have to pay a service charge of $25.00 for physiotherapy. Well it is completely backwards. I am only covered for $25.00 and have to pay $60.00 myself. Come on now. I am hurt and I don't have this kind of money;.Yet my doctor wants me to go, for one to get assessed and to get better. This not going to happen anytime soon.
In order for me to pursue this I need to do exactly what the doctor orders me to do. ICBC wants me to call and give them more information. And I am seeing a lawyer next week. I will call ICBC on Monday.
Mom this week has a bit of stomach trouble. There is a bug going around the White Rock area. It was not pretty the other day.
I have been making her dinners and she has loved each and everyone of them. As stated before, as an example. Mom eats steak, I eat hamburger helper or don't eat at all.. This is the way it should be. OK I do need to eat, but if it comes down to mom eating well, then that is the way it is going to be. Mom is first and I am last. It is as simple as that.
I found a place, but as usual, it is just out of my price range. It is $750.00 per month everything included. I can only afford $600.00 It is 4 blocks away from mom's home. 15 minute walk, at the most. It is a large 1 bdrm.
So you could imagine that I am a little pissed off right now. And not thinking to clearly. This is an ideal place for me. Living on my own., being close enough to bring mom over. A cheap taxi fair at least. It is even furnished. Well at least the living room and kitchen. Minus all the cook wear and utensils and the bedroom. I pretty sure I have bedroom furniture.
Now what to do, Take it and be completely broke all the time. No money for anything. At all.
I can't live here anymore, it is just to much for me to handle. I am in pain and no one here even cleans up after themselves. I do all the cleaning. But I can't do this anymore. It just hurts to much. So I am going to have to live in a pig sty.
It is not just my left knee anymore. Today, my right knee has been in so much pain. It is becoming increasingly difficult for me to walk. I guess I will have to start taking the pain killers. I really don't like taking any medication. But the pain is to great for me to handle.
I need to be their for mom, she relies on me to put her to bed, she won't let anyone else to do this. To feed her etc... Everything I do on a daily basis'
It is midnight again and time for me to go.....
Please pray for me, that GOD see's fit to help me get this place.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
