Hello again
So I barely got any sleep last night. It took me until 4:00 Am to fall asleep, then I woke up at 5 and it took me an hour to fall back to sleep. Up at 9 so I could call the home to make sure mom received her bath today. I phoned and let them know my concern.
They said to me that they will try to get mom her bath for tomorrow/today. Then I received a call back a short time latter, from one of the nurses whom I know. She let me know that mom would get her bath today. And when I arrived mom was in bed and had been bathed. I found out that mom had the bath shortly after I was called back.
So when I did arrive I found out that my mother's brother and his wife and two of their children came to visit this afternoon. This is his once a year visit. Don't get me wrong, I do appreciate the fact that he did visit, but come on, he lives 20 minutes away and he has only come twice in the two years mom has been in White Rock. Just like all of the people who only show up at Christmas time.
I had nothing for mom's dinner tonight again. I am really feeling shitty about this. I don't know what to do. I have all of the fruit and drinks for her. But nothing else.
Let me go back to yesterday's blog. I have never lied about the fact that I receive, for mom, money each week. It all goes on her, plus more. That amount does not cover any meals I make or have made for mom.
Today, while mom's brother was their, the nurse and care aids, plus mom's roommate sang praises about how I take care of my mother. And that he has nothing to worry about with regards to mom's health and dental issue. It seems they had some concern about mom's teeth. The nurse let them know that I am on top of mom's dental issues right away. And there is nothing to worry about. Her son takes care of this all the time.
Yes it is true, I am on top of every single issue that arises and will arise.Nothing gets by me.
So I am feeling really weak lately. I almost fainted today. I felt myself going down and caught myself before this happened.
1 Am again and I am beat, and weak. Time to try to get some sleep. I have been living off of tea.
Pray for a miracle for me. I really don't know what that is anymore.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
