Hello again
After I finished writing this blog last night I was up cleaning. As my roommates do not clean and the place was getting disgusting. Until 1:30 Am Do you believe this. And it was 4:00 by the time I fell asleep. As I was extremely stressed out. And pissed off that, once again I went without. Day 5 or 6 I don't care anymore. Really I don't give a .............................
I will be stating this. I receive $75.00 per week to cover mom's fruit,snacks, drinks and chocolates. I bought her chocolates for the week 7 @ 1.39 Then there is the fruit for 2 smoothies. That was 10.00 Plus I purchased her Papaya's 7 @ 2.69 lb Plus her drinks. Coke 3.49 for a six pack and 3 juices @ 2.49 each and her bottle water 4 @ 2.49 each. And since it is Tuesday, it is Sushi Tuesday for mom. This she loves. And that takes care of the $75.00. So anything above this, as in home cooked meals, comes out of my money. Which I have none of, at the moment. And it does not seem that mom will be getting home cooked meals again this week. I feel so embarrassed that I can't do this for my beautiful mother. She deserves so much more than what I am able to give her.
I really think I should of jumped in front of a car, to collect the insurance
This the PGT at their best. The PGT, The PGT and the PGT. I did this as they search the Internet to see if their name comes up and what is written about them. Paranoid, a little, don't you think. This is because they abuse their clients. They treat them with disrespect. They, in my opinion, steal their money. And allot is written about them. I do write allot about them.
On we go.
Today I arrived and the first thing I did was to check to see if mom had been given her bath. OK, the first thing I did was give mom a kiss hello. Then we went to her room to check to see if they changed her sheets. Which of course they did not. This is the kind of continuous abuse that is prevalent in seniors facilities. They figure I wouldn't notice. Come on, I can smell. And I do smell her arms to see if they smell like her body wash. Yes I do this.
Mom ate all of the sushi, and the fish cake from her dinner. Plus the fruit and chocolate. Of course the smoothie. And when I put her to bed. I first changed her sheets and then gave her a good wash. Of course I don't wash the private areas. Just her back, arms, legs and belly. And of course her nightly spa treatment. Which includes a face massage and foot massage.
I have to get tough and tell them what I want and I won't be asking.
People kept asking me how am I doing today. So I simply said to them, Do you want the truth or a lie. And of course you don't want the truth. No one want to her the truth and I left it at that.
I am still having difficulties with my hearing. Of course I am, this is not going away. It is only going to get worse and this upsets me as well. The doctor has no idea what is happening. I need hearing aids and can't afford them. So I don't hear all the time. I still have until next March to see the specialist. Ridiculous.
Back to mom. As you can see, my thoughts are becoming scattered.
Tonight, mom fell asleep holding my hand. I try to stay until she falls asleep, but I live so far away and if I don't get on a bus at a certain time, I don't get home until Midnight.
This is so special to me. She has this lovely smile on her face as she falls asleep, Holding my hand tightly.
Well after midnight again, and I am so exhausted and am getting very weak. I notice it in my walk.
Pray that I find what I need to make mom dinners and what I need to move to White Rock
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
