Hello again
I really have spoiled mom. It is not a bad thing, rather it is a good thing. But I can't bring mom any home cooked meals right now and I don't know when I will be able to do so. My fridge is empty, my freezer is empty. Really, I mean empty.
I could not bring mom a dinner tonight and she was upset about this. What they served was not very good, but she ate it anyways. Yet she did complain while doing so. I understand and I do feel really guilty right now. As I won't be able to bring her anything tomorrow either. I am besides myself right now. Have no idea what to do.
Of course she is still tired, very tired. Her roommate has not stopped with the delusions.
I washed mom's hair today and after dinner it was her nightly spa treatment.
Mom is stable and I have not noticed any decline in her health. Mom has been talking up a storm lately. And when she is speaking this fast, I have a hard time following her. The staff still cannot understand her or even try.
I know mom just loves her music and when I sing to her. Apparently the other residents like my singing as well. I over heard some of them speaking about this guy with the cane and how nice his voice is. I did feel good about this.
My work on mom's toes are paying off. Her fungus is starting to go away and her toes are getting better. There is only one toe left to fix. And I just have to get more Tea tree oil. I have been using this to treat her fungus. This fungus is hard to treat and conventional methods are to hard on mom's system. So I use Tea Tree Oil.
Tired and need to go to bed now. It is not nice to have to deal with hunger and guilt at the same time. Interesting thing
So I ask you to continue to pray for a miracle for me.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland,
