Hello again
Mom's daughters came to visit today. I think this is the first time in many weeks. And they brought nothing for mom. After everything mom and dad did for them, at least they could bring her a muffin, a chocolate bar, drinks, fruit for latter. But no, nothing.
And nothing ever goes missing when they are not around, but when they come, things seem to go missing. OK it is just a towel. But it was their yesterday and was not their today. It is always in the same spot and I use it daily for mom's spa treatment.
I am not saying they took it, but, come on. There yesterday, and they come today and it is gone. Yes it is just a towel. But it is a long line of things they take or may of taken.
It just pisses me off that after everything my parents did for them and all they took from them. They treat mom like this. Ignore her. Treat her like crap.
I want mom's photo's, but it the girls who are stopping me from getting them and fixing them up and putting them on a digital frame. It is the younger one who put my mother's photo's in a leaky shed which ruined them. And they are stopping me from fixing them up.
THEY ARE MOM'S PHOTO'S AND SHE WOULD LIKE TO VIEW THEM. IT IS HER LIFE WE ARE SPEAKING ABOUT.
One of the staff told me that my family was here today. I corrected her and told her that I have no family but my mother. Not a single one of them is in contact with me to find out how mom is doing.
It is not as if I am hard to find. I am at the home every single day from 4:30 PM until 7:30 - 8:00 PM. My number is on my blog or at least my address.
As of September it will be two years straight that I have been going to White Rock. Daily. GOD help me that I don't miss any days.
I brought mom sushi today. She ate all 8 pieces plus a little of her dinner from the home. This will be the last dinner I can bring her for a while. I am broke. I have nothing in my fridge or freezer. But I was able to afford enough papaya, avocado and drinks for a week. Plus I was able to get some fruit for her next smoothie.
I was going to bring her some prawns that I had in the freezer, but the stupid roommate, who left the freezer door open. Ruined them. I had to throw them out. They were almost thawed out. No good anymore. So that is $10.00 wasted. And they don't understand any English. So how do I recoup my money from them. I don't. I bought them for mom. I try to communicate with them. They just don't understand me.
This another reason I need to move. I can't live here anymore I am going crazy, I am stressed out all the time. I am not sleeping. I have to clean up after these assholes. I don't even use the stove. I only use the oven.
I am screaming now. I am freaking out. I have a huge headache and it is not going away.
Mom is doing OK, tired all the time. Bored. I don't blame her. I am already feeling guilty that I can't bring her a nice dinner tomorrow or for the next week or so.
I don't even give a crap if I don't eat. And I won't be either. I am just worried about mom. The food she gets is not very good.
12:30 am and I need to go to bed.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
