Thursday, July 11, 2013

It was

Hello again

Since I forgot to wash mom's hair yesterday, I made sure I arrived early to do this for mom. I know she feels so much better when I do this for her. Considering she only gets a bath once a week. Not good.

This is why I wash her hair every other day, and wash her daily. Arms, back and legs. Oh yea I always wash her face.

More people are telling me that I am going to be blessed for what I am doing for my mother. And I have the same response. I would like to be blessed now, not later, so I can use this blessing to help mom and other's now.

I have been feeling somewhat misplaced lately. Very tired, not getting enough sleep. Feeling depressed.

I really am done with living in Coquitlam. I need to be in White Rock. I really need the quite of the area. And the extra time to pursue the things that are necessary for mom and myself.

There are things I want to do, but need the time for it. I feel guilty just writing that I need to do things for myself.

So I may not be making much sense right now. But I am tired and just want to sleep. Yet I want to watch some TV. OK a movie. One of the many movies that I have downloaded. So hours until I get to sleep. I need the time to relax.

Midnight again. I have only been home since 10:30 pm and it took me a while to get things together to be able to write tonight.

GOD bless and good night

Kris Schmuland