Hello again
I would like to start out by saying that I don't dislike mom's roommate. She is a nice lady, but, there always is a but. But she has psychological issues that needed to be addressed before she was placed in this home.
It is not her fault that she has these problems. Again, but, it was a mistake matching her up with mom. They are two different types of people. Mom is reserved and likes to listen to music at night. It is calming to her. I am not sure if she likes allot of TV. It doesn't seem this way. I don't turn the TV on that much. I do bring movies to watch. And she is OK with this.
Mom did watch TV with dad, but she always liked it when I would play music, and when dad was not home. We would put on the radio, play vinyl etc.......
Well then it would seem that mom prefers music over the TV
Mom likes it dark and quit when she sleeps, with the window open a bit.
And the roommate likes the light on all night long, has the TV on all the time, and, well, the psychological issues that have not and are not being addressed.
A mistake to put them together
Tonight mom was extremely hungry. I brought her some Sushi and Tempura. Mom ate the 8 pieces of Sushi and the 6 pieces of Tempura. Plus an avocado and a papaya. Oh yea, her smoothie of course.
Mom was tired, but ate anyways. Almost sleep eating. This mom has done before. Being so tired, her eyes closed and eating. Mom knows I will be gentle.
So now the other issue. When it comes to mom's safety, I can be an asshole. OK I guess I can be an asshole allot of the time. Maybe this is why I have no friends. Or I don't have the time to make friends or keep them. Remember I travel 7 hours a day. And don't get home until at least 11 pm daily.
But when it comes to mom's safety, I can be an asshole, aggressive and will not stop until I gt
Besides everything, mom was extremely happy to see me today and general happy today. Then it is as usual, I get her ready for bed, wash her face, arms and legs. Apply lotion and hold her hand while she falls asleep. At which point I sing our good night song to her. She sings along with me.
I put on the stereo and play Diana Krall. This is mom's go to night music. No other. She knows more of the songs than I do. I catch her singing along with Diana Krall and I encourage her to continue and sing along with her.
Anyways it is now midnight and I have to eat and go to bed.
But first I do need to change my negative way of thinking and start to visualize what it is I want to happen. What I want. Example a place in White Rock. The money I need to get there.
I thought of writing the king of Saudi Arabia and seeing if he would help me out. And yes I have no problem doing this.
I have downloaded a list of all the world leaders, along with their contact information. And I have wrote a few of them before. The Queen of England, the old Pope. are just a few of leaders I have written.
I am not afraid of doing this and I feel it is time I dig this list out and write as many as I can. You never know, I might find someone who is sympathetic to my cause.
I have also written most of the newspapers in Canada. OK from a certain company.
So GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
