Hello again
So it was not a very good mother's day today. Except for the fact that mom and I got to spend time together. It is always a great thing. Mom, Mary was extremely tired this day, and what I made her, she barely ate. But I was able to get her to eat a fair bit of the smoothie and half of her dinner. She was tired and when this happens, mom does not want to eat.
I simply say we have to eat. I need you to be healthy. She just motioned for me to give her the nightly spa treatment. All that was left to do was to try to get her to eat the papaya and then off we went. I do the dishes and then get her ready for bed.
I love this part of the day. Mom is so relaxed, I sit with her while she falls asleep. She loves to hold my hand.
I was not able to get her flowers, as I am always just broke. But my two sisters did not get her any flowers either. They can afford it, I can't. I get her flowers at ever chance I can, I do what I can for mom and more. But to me it is not enough. I need to do more.
Yes this may seem ridiculous to most, but not to me. Seeing her everyday and traveling to and from White Rock everyday, is ridiculous to most. But they don't understand what I believe in. To honor your mother and father, honor the widow. It is the way I was raised. I don't understand why the girls don't believe in this. We were raised by the same parents. Go figure.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
