Hello again
First the PGT. They seem to think,well the case manager anyways, that it is his money. OK there job is to look after Mary's funds, to make sure they are not misused. But in order to get anything for mom, is impossible.
Mom's food at Al Hogg is just horrible. They boil her vegetables to death. And I have always said that if you boil vegetables, you might as well just drink the liquid you boiled it in. As all the nutrients are lost in the water.
So I ask that I get a juicer for mom, to make sure she gets the proper nutrients. The PGT tells me OK and then two days later change there mind. It is for mom, not me. So they don't give a crap that mom is not getting feed well.
And they did nothing about my sister's stealing mom's summer clothing.
I am sorry if I am not making any sense. This has not been a good week. I am broke, nothing unusually about this, and have nothing and been on a, not intended fast. Not feeling well.
I have lost my faith, as I don't believe GOD is doing anything for me. I ask for help and nothing happens. I hate coming to where I live, I have to put up with drug addicts and alcoholics. I don't feel safe at this place. But I can't afford to even eat, let alone move.
So it was my birthday this week and what a crappy birthday it was. My birthday dinner was tea. Which I have been living on for the last week. Yes living on. Nothing else.
I wasn't even able to bring a cake to celebrate with mom. Mother's day was OK, Couldn't afford flowers for mom. Made her dinner though. Which was good.
It is a rough week, I won't even be able to keep mom in fruit, or her favorite chocolate. I will go without to make sure mom has the fruit she needs and likes as well as her Lindt chocolate.
What mom was served tonight was disgusting. And I had nothing to give her. I feel so bad about this. Mom ate what they served her, but was very upset.
I found out afterward. Mom's pad was full and this is how they look after their residents. They let them sit in their own filth. They don't care. They serve them garbage. They have abusive nurses. Joanne! And the management doesn't care what one thinks and if you complain, they make threats against you. Telling them that if you don't do as they say, they will stop you from seeing your mother.
I don't take threats well and will not except them either.
Need to go. Not feeling this love of GOD anymore.
Kris Schmuland
