Hello again
Well tonight mom ate better, I bought her a fish burger and a bacon cheese burger from McDonald's, then I stopped and got her some mushrooms and grape tomatoes. Plus cheese an avocado, a papaya and her favorite chocolates.
The smile on mom's face while she ate was worth doing this for her. Especially after last night's disappointing meal. Mom ate almost both of the burgers. I love it when mom smiles and is happy like this. She always lets me know when it is time to go for her spa treatment. She rubs her hand on my face. This is so beautiful. Mom did help herself to the tomatoes and mushrooms. Well she ate them herself. Tried with the hamburger. But unsuccessful. I put the Burger in mom's hand and she was able to eat this herself.
Full, she was, and off to bed we went. I did, have to help change the mattress on her bed. It was OK. I really need to be out their, so I can do things with her during the day. I love all the time I do get to spend with her. But It is just to feed her and get her into bed for her nightly spa treatment. Not very exciting for mom. I love it though
Now I am not doing well with the whole hearing aid thing. I have no one to speak with this about. I have told no one about this. I actually have no one to tell. All of my friends abandoned me, as they didn't understand why I spent so much time looking after mom. So they stopped calling and well it is OK.
The only family I have is mom. And that is it.
I have been on the phone a week trying to figure out how to pay for these hearing aids. I have noticed that I am not able to hear people walking up behind me lately. This is freaky. I was proud of the fact that I could know when someone is coming up upon me.
Need help, please donate http://igg.me/at/helpmehear/x/917224 I need this extremely badly.
Need to go to bed, very stressed out about this. Especially since I have no way of paying for them. And what do I say. Do I tell people I am going deaf, loosing my hearing etc...... WHAT?
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
