Hello again
I would like to start out by saying that today I am at my record of days without eating. 17 and tomorrow it is a new record for me.
My vision is getting screwed up. I am having a hard time using my right hand. It is freezing up and I am not able to hold things, without dropping them. I have a massive headache and my back is killing me. Yes it shot me! I am extremely weak and very tired. My knee's are giving out. Thank GOD for the cane.
Being the weekend mom is still not that hungry. But she ate most of her meal and the Papaya, plus the pumpkin pie and some of her chocolates.
And tired, she was. I got her ready for bed. And while doing this I was singing along with the Christmas music.. Mom, it seems was singing along as well. It was great. I put her to bed. Then the nightly spa treatment. I sang her good night song and held her hand for awhile until she fell asleep.
Tomorrow I will be bringing the gifts I have for her and wrap them up after I get mom into bed, and she falls asleep.
I tweet this. Dear Santa all I want for Christmas is a warm winter jacket, a pea coat. And not the I.O.U for a lump of coal I usually get. Santa runs out of coal before he gets to my home.
Just something is better than nothing. I have a phone, but right now it is a paper weight, an expensive paper weight at that.
I do complain allot. I am trying not too. But when one needs help and their is no one to help said person. One gets really depressed. Especially at this time of the year.
I am extremely lonely and I do thank GOD for having mom. At least I have someone to talk too.
I am lucky to be able to help mom out.
I am trying to get her to take vitamins, but mom is having a hard time swallowing them. I will have to crush them and mix them with something. In a way mom is like a child. But no she is not. I am just doing what anyone should be doing for their parent.
Mom looked after me, when young. Now it is my turn.
Need to go to bed. Being very tired, as I am.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
