Hello again
So I received an I.O.U. for a lump of coal. It was a very lonely Christmas for me. That is Christmas Eve, I was alone, Christmas morning, I was alone and this evening, I am alone. But this is not the worst of it. I am OK with being alone, and not getting anything for Christmas. As this is not the most important part of my life.
My mother is the most important person in my life and first. I am last.
I say this, as I arrived to see mom today and she was in her room, crying and very angry. Her roommate had at least 6 family members their and she had a Christmas dinner with other family members the day before, Christmas Eve.
And mom had to sit there and watch as this happened. The whole while none of her family came to see her. NONE!
Out of the 25 or so, of her daughters, grandchildren, great grandchildren or their counterparts, didn't even have enough respect to even visit.
There was no signs of anyone there to see mom. NONE what so ever.
I always said, to justify their actions, that they are not able to handle the fact mom is sick. But that is just Bullshit. There is no justification for their actions. To not even bother to even go see their mother on Christmas Day or even before. Making her cry and be angry.
It was not easy to walk into the room, and see mom's eyes all red from crying for a long time. To see how angry she was, that no one came to see her. It broke my heart and I will never forget this. I have prayed to GOD to take care of them for this outrage, this travesty.
When mom and dad were well, my sister's took them for 10's of thousands of dollars. They will deny it, but I have proof. I have a file cabinet drawer of documents to prove how much they took form mom and dad. And they can say whatever they like. But the fact is that they did not go and see their mother at Christmas.
Disgusting if I do say so myself. I kept telling mom, today, that I will always be there for her. I have been there everyday and will continue. It took me almost an hour to get mom to stop crying and put a smile on her face. She didn't even show any interest in her presents. Just mad and upset. You should of seen her.
I will never forget this day. Whatever complaint I have about my life. Nothing compares to the sadness that was written across mom's face today. And the disgusting behaviour that my sister's showed towards their mother.
I would like to say allot more, but I am a person with dignity, morals and I just don't like to swear.It is unbecoming of me to do this.
After all they all have cars, I take a bus, And I can seem to get White Rock to see mom, and back everyday. Without hesitation and regrets.
I see I have used the word disgusting several times in this blog. But that is the way I see it. I am ashamed of them. And they can write whatever they want to about me. As it is, they write and post of twitter and I have never read any of it. I don't rent space in my head on losers
I may be a looser and a bum. But I can admit it. But they think they are so good and the best. Those who will be first shall be last among us. So I say they, the whole lot of them, are losers. This is all I can say about them.
I still can't believe they did this to mom. GOD bless them, NO, GOD take care of them.
I have to go. I am very tired and just want to watch something that I have downloaded. I have the hobbit, so I think I will try to watch this tonight.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
