Hello again Day 8 without
I walked, blah blah, stuck out my thumb, blah, blah and blah
Mom was really glad to see me today. But when I arrived, mom was not wearing her sun glasses and facing the ceiling. Not good, I keep telling them not to do this. But of course they don't listen.
Just as they refuse to do anything about the nurse who made threats against my person. Telling the other nurse that she should get her husband/boyfriend to come and do something about me.
And now I am being harassed by security. They arrive just as I get their. This is complete lack of respect.
Again it is OK for the nurse to threaten me, but one cannot speak up and stop them from lying to my face about things that are said.
It looks like I will be writing a fair bit about this place. I will never speak to this nurse and will file a complaint with whoever it is that I need to file a complaint with. Whether it be the police or the human rights tribunal or even the newspapers. Which I am not above doing.
I am sure they are or have read this blog. As I am sure Larry from Oceanside has mentioned that I write a blog.
They of course think I am harmless. As I have nothing. Though I do have an eduction. I still have not done anything with it. But I have.
Mom was very hungry when I arrived. Thank GOD I had some fruit for her. And cheese. She needed a drink right away. And she drinks allot after I get their. Mom is drinking a little at a time throughout the entire evening. Right up until the time I leave.
I got her into bed and gave her the nightly spa treatment. But during the treatment mom was crying. I told her once again, that this is the only place I would rather be. No where else.
I love her and would do anything and everything for her. Which I will. I said that she should not cry. She asked me why again. I just repeated that you are my mother and I am here for you. I don't want to be anywhere else.
I said that I am moving out here and for now, I will live anywhere, just to be closer to her. And I will then find a place for her and I.
This is my goal. I said that we would move far far away. Maybe Italy. Mom responded with a clear NO. How about France, mom, NO We both use to speak French. But there was no one to speak it to, so we both lost are ability. But it will and can come back quickly enough.
I then said how about Alberta. She nodded OK. But I said to cold for us, mom. I know exactly where we should be, Close enough for everyone to continue to come and visit.
And yes , I would never stop my sisters or her brother from seeing her. I welcome it. And would love to have family dinners for mom's sake.
And tonight mom was just talking up a storm. And in order for me to understand most of what she says, mom needs to speak slower. But mom had allot to say and I missed allot of it.
I feel really bad about it. And she was not even tired when I left and she didn't want me to leave. But I needed to go. Talk about this latter. It is good though.
But I need furniture. OOP's Just looking after all.
I love my mother and she is my first priority. Nothing else.
But when I move out their I will get a part time job. Mornings, so I can be free to be their for mom and do the things I need to do for her.
Now the PGT is only interested in the basics. And if mom doesn't eat what is served for her, she can starve.
According to the PGT and the way I see it at the home where mom is.
I have high expectations and mom deserves the best of care.
It is 1 am again and it is time for me to go to bed.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
I ask again for help. It is really needed now, more than ever. As the land lady has gone nuts and I can not longer do any laundry.
So no laundry, not eating and walking blah, blah and blah.
