Hello again
When I was raised I was taught that if you do the right thing. Good things will happen to you. WHERE!
I don't care what happens after mom passes away. I only care about what happens now, and the good I can do for mom. NOW!
I don't care what happens to me afterwards either. I just got home, right before I started to write this. And again I had to walk out of White Rock and hitch hike. Let me put it in perspective for you.
Mom is on 16 the Avenue. I had to walk to 42 nd Avenue before I could start hitch hiking. This is where the city ends and the rural area starts.
I left early, at 7 pm, instead of waiting until mom goes to sleep. Which is what I do. I sit or stand and hold her hand while she falls asleep.
Mom likes to hold my hand, the entire time I am their. And I am OK with this. It is surprising how fast one can learn to do everything with just the one hand.
I am extremely pissed off and I am swearing allot more than I normally swear. Which is not very often. I have had to hitch hike since Friday June 1, 2012. I don't have a bus pass for the month of June.
Mom has a dental appointment on Tuesday and I need to be their for her. To make sure they do the right tooth first. Which they have neglected to do for, well, since the start of the appointments. Mom has a bad tooth that is hurting her.
I only know the drivers, that drive latter in the day. I don't know any of the morning drivers. I have left early, and stood around on the side of 152 nd street hitch hiking. For 1 hour.
Now I am pissed off at the PGT. I need to be their on Tuesday by 12:30 pm to down to the dental office with mom. And then stick around until latter. The normal time. Mom will have a nap in the afternoon, after the dentist. And I have now way of getting their.
I am not impressed with the Sunday Christians. Who say I am going to feed the homeless. What about the individuals out their who have a home, but nothing else. That are doing what is right, and taking care of their parent. I want to go back to church, but I won't until I find a church that has values and believes in their family of parishioners.
The Mormons have this belief. And the Church of Latter day saints.
I am in extreme pain and today I am starving. But with nothing to eat. At all, Normally tea keeps the hunger at bay, no tea.
Someone wrote to me, telling me that they don't believe me when I say I give my mother a spa treatment every night. They told me to video it. Come on now, that is a private moment.
And I have always made it known, that to verify anything, mom is in the Al Hogg pavilion, third floor. My last name. White Rock BC Canada.
I don't lie;.
I have been threatened with law suits, I have picketed the PGT. I have written this blog for over three years. I am their for my mother everyday. No matter what. Even having to hitch hike back home at night.
I am going to write the PGT now.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
