Hello again.
I am one of the lucky individuals who gets to have a once in a lifetime opportunity to show what I am worth. To actually be completely committed to the needs of another individual.
These opportunities do not come around everyday. And not to everyone. But I was and am blessed with such an opportunity.
These opportunities provide a new incite to one's self. To be able to grow and give of one's self. Freely, without compromise.
I have had and have the luxury of being their for my father the day he passed away. And now, I am their for mom, doing everything that one can do to make sure her life is great.
I don't do enough, though. I need to do more and more.
Mom and dad worked hard all their life to build a future for us kids. Some chose the married life, while I on the other hand,. Decided to seek knowledge. Yes I have been married and that was great. It did not work out. But I received a great education and work experience down in the states.
I have sought knowledge ever since. Especially when dad developed Alzheimer's. And then mom, I made it my passion to know as much as I can about the disease. Alternative treatments and the psychology behind dealing with and living with someone who has this horrible disease.
Communicating with those with Alzheimer's. Mom being my life and learning and growing from being around her. It is fantastic to know that mom is still in their. She may not speak as we do. But mom knows what is happening. And understands.
This is the problem I have, they don't seem to think mom knows what is going on. And they treat her like that.
Abuse is a major problem in the care homes and the other's who are involved with the elderly with this disease. I see it, I write about it. I deal with it. In different ways, than most would. I am creative about it. I don't have a problem writing this. I enjoy it. I enjoy fighting for my mother's rights and I am going to put an end to the use of certain drugs given to our loved one's.
Maybe not now, but someday. Soon.
I write the truth about what is going on. Day to day. This is my life, my mother's life. I don't exaggerate about anything.
As in tonight. I brought mom a great dinner. Lemon pepper prawns. With avocado on the side. She loved it. And for me, I am now going to make my dinner. Popcorn and toast. Only the best for mom.
But it will be sparse for a bit now. I am broke and I will try to get what I can for mom. But no more dinners for a while. That is the way I cook for mom. I make mom dinners she deserves. The best, with actual taste.
But I digress and have to go now.
Remember the PGT states that they are their to stop abuse. But what a bunch of ...........................hog wash
There is time for everything, time to make money, set up shop, and do research. And when I do make money, I will be putting all back into building a home that will be based on principles of caring, compassion and understanding. Based on respect that our loved one's deserve. A place that deals with alternative treatments. And is full of life. Music being a key to healing. Nature and the outdoors are extremely important to one's mind. The tranquility of the sound of water, the animals and the smells.
I have plenty of time to do all of this. But now, my time is needed being their for my mother. Yes I live like a popper. And I make sure mom gets the best first. Oh well. I am use to it. I do ask for help. I would rather it be this way. Mom eating Lemon pepper prawns and me popcorn. I can't eat much anyways. Nothing tastes any good to me anymore.
I use to love chicken wings, not so much. And prawns, they are OK. I guess. There are a few left over from her dinner and I am not really into eating them. But I will, so they don't go to waste. That or the crows will eat them. Or my raccoon. Junior B
I only have one helping of chicken, seafood enchilada's left. For mom tomorrow/tonight's dinner. No more groceries after that.
I will wait on GOD.
GOD bless and good night
Kris
