Is abuse, when I arrive to visit mom today. At 5:05 pm to find that my mother's lunch was still in her lap. Mom's face was filthy dirty, from lunch. That mom's teeth were full of her lunch.
Mom sat there from, at least 12:00 pm. When her lunch was. She did not get taken to the washroom for 5 hours. Mom was not given anything to drink for 5 hours. Mom was dehydrated. I should know, I find her this way very often. This is why mom drinks as much as she does. It is a good thing.
Mom was not even cleaned up for 5 hours, until I got their and cleaned her up.
What is abuse. Is this it. I think so. And what do I get. I get threats by the Director. Threatening to stop me from being able to see my mother.
And the PGT who is suppose to be their mom, makes threats against me as well. Telling me they will stop access to the comfort funds. For me to get mom her items she needs. Fruit and drinks etc...
Then the social worker does the same thing. But he just tells me there is no funds right now.
As now, mom needs everything. I am down to her last coke, and mom is drinking it now.
And then tonight, while I am putting on her lotion. I notice that mom is crying. A good cry, though. but crying because I am their for her and do what I do for her. The spa treatment. And bringing her dinner. And just being.
Well I love my mother. I am enjoying my life more now, than I have every enjoyed. I would never give this up for anything.
My mother is my life, and I am proud of what I am doing.
I went to see an advocate yesterday and he was telling me I am trying to do to much and should just worry about looking after my mother and my company. www.adsaac.com
I tell him good idea. He tells me to get some help with my company and the issues surrounding mom.
Then I tell him I have asked and asked for help for years now. I asked friends, who I thought were my friends for help. And nothing. I ask everyone I can for help. And I don't get any help at all. I just get threats and abuse.
I have even put it out their, that I need help and anything that y'all can help me with I would appreciate. And no response. At all, even though you know what it is I am going through.
I really need help, financial help.
I am tired of this abuse, and why should mom be going through this, when, these are the people who there to help her.
He still tells me that I should only be concentrating on taking care of mom and the business.
I know all of this. I need help, I ask and nothing.
My next step is to take all of this to the media. I have pictures of all bruises, mom has had over the years.
As I did tonight. Well I got my $20 dollars from welfare yesterday and I spent the money getting mom fruit and items to make her a nice dinner tonight. Some fresh pasta, sauce and fruit, pudding and some of her chocolate she likes.
I got myself some spaghetti. Good enough. I am not even hungry, I have no appetite. I am to upset at the abuse my mother has to go through. And if I were to have said anything about it. The staff would of made up something, to try to have me banned from seeing mom.
So where do I go from here.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris
