Hello again
Yes I am freaking out. It is two weeks before Christmas and I am loosing my mind, I am becoming extremely upset, I am getting grumpy. Irritated at the smallest thing.
But I will leave all this at the door when I get to the hospital to visit mom. I have never been in situation before. Even last year, which sucked, was better than this year. I was able to do a little bit for mom.
But this year. STEPHEN FLYNN OF THE PGT is being a very nasty, nasty man. Grinch, Scrooge and a none person. I thought at times I have no feelings, But he beats me in this category.
The PGT is even worse than ICBC, believe or not. Yes it is true. At least with ICBC you know they are going to screw you over. And everything that comes out of their mouth is just BS. But the PGT will try to be your friend and then behind your back, will screw you, and then deny that they did it, or even said what they did.
Stephen Flynn of the PGT does not care about my mother or anyone. Even though the PGT spent over $50,000.00 on a companion service, after taking a van away from me, And me telling him I will take care of my mother. That is allot of money and Stephen Flynn wants to do it again. I told him, I don't think so. Do not ever use my mother's money like this again. As a matter of fact the PGT should return these funds. It was not necessary to spend this, when I was available to do everything for mom, as I do know. Though mom had a companion, I was the one who bought mom her bra's and underwear. And everything else.
My mother does not even have the drink she likes, I can not even by her fruit and snacks. Mom, everyday, lately, has been asking for fruit and her drink. And I do not know what to say or even do. I don't think I have never not had a juice and fruit for her. Mom loves cheese and crackers, and I can't even provide this for her. At least when I have this, I can give mom something, when she does not want to eat what the hospital provides. And she eats something. Well what I do feed her is healthy and nutritious. Mom has had these snacks for years and years now. I have always made sure I bought her this before anything else.
Now for me, this whole situation is really driving me crazy. I am not sleeping. OK 3 hours a night. I need to be up at 7 AM. To try to get something done. To try to get some money to buy mom her snacks and drinks.
I know I am being a pain in the ass, but I am desperate for help, of any kind. Gift Cards for grocery stores, Clothing stores or just help.
I will loose my mind if I cannot make this Christmas great for mom.
Yes their is allot of things I need. Warm clothing and groceries. A nice jacket and sweaters. Remember, my mom will end up with them, eventually. But I would get some time out of them.
I am going to leave you with this.
The good Samaritan, and everyone else who passed him by, while he was in need.
Our Lord and saviour was born this month and has come to forgive us all for our sins. To make us clean. And to tell us that love and giving is what it is all about.
I am leaving now, Going to try to sleep. I know I will just lay their for hours. Oh well.
GOD bless and good night
Kris
