Friday, December 9, 2011

Better day but still depressed by not having a Christmas

Hello again

I would first like to get the record straight. The PGT is not a separate corporation. It was set up to look like this, as the government was getting sued to often. They are accountable to the fiance minister of the government of BC.

Stephen Fylnn is about to ruin Christmas for mom and I. To many promises and not carrying through with any of them. Basically, all lies, and more lies. Just the way it is with Stephen.

The PGT never keeps any promise.

The PGT ruined Christmas for my mother and I last year and are doing it again.

The PGT is accountable to no one.

The PGT abuse their power.

The PGT abuses their clients.

I asked Stephen Fylnn for help, which he promised and as usual just said no. Again.

Christmas is a few weeks away and I am getting nervous, that I will not be able to give mom the Christmas she deserves.

Again, I don't know how long mom is going to be around. Usually, people with Dementia, go about 5-10 years before this horrible disease takes them. Mom is about 7 years into it. And if I have anything to do with it. Mom will live for another 20 years. GOD willing.

When this happens. I will be alone. The only time of the day I am not alone is when I am with mom. Otherwise, I am alone. I do not speak with anyone. I guess this is why I can't shut up when I am with mom. I just talk and talk and talk.

Mom just listens, and laughs at me. Mom speaks back to me. But mainly, laughs at me. I am a klutz, I walk into things, fall over, trip on nothing, drop things. And I can spill a drink from across the room, without trying.

I love my mother dearly, and want to be their for her all the time. And do whatever I can for her. And make every moment count with her. And to make every holiday as special as possible.

This is what Stephen Flynn of the PGT,  does not understand. He thinks he has all the answers.

Except one thing. HE HAS NEVER MET MY MOTHER. How can he know anything about her.

This is starting to suck greatly. I am becoming very depressed and anxious. I am nervous that nothing is going to happen.

I am worried that it will be a repeat of last year, Nothing, present-less Christmas, Thanks to Stephen Flynn. One year already was ruined and it could be year two.

I am sick and tired of dealing with this nonsense from the PGT. It is time they start treating people with respect and dignity.

To keep their promises.

To stop abusing their clients.

I am going to go now. I don't know anymore.

I am just desperately wanting help to make my mother's and my Christmas special.

Please find it in your heart and soul to reach out and spread the love that is to be done at this time of the year.

GOD bless and good night

Kris