Hello again
Excuse me for not writing. But, my right arm and the right side of my neck have been killing me. I can barely use my right arm anymore. My neck tilts to the right. I get a headache from holding my neck straight.
I cannot physically drive a car. I have been having difficulties even walking.
Then on top of this. I am about to loose my home. I am going to be homeless. And there is no help for me. I have been calling around and calling around.
I applied for a subsidized housing, but that could take a very long time to get. I have tired to find a room somewhere, but the insane people I am meeting with rooms and the prices are out of this world.
Still waiting for disability to be approved. This will make my life allot easier. At least that way, once approved, I can pay rent until I find another place.
And yes everything is happening because of the accident. The doctor is sending me to specialists. I am getting an MRI for my neck and a surgeon for my shoulder. My right hip is messed up.
Now here I am, cannot work, about to become homeless, In constant pain. Cannot use my right arm, This is just because of the accident. Then there is the other problems I face. As well as the mental issues that come along with them.
I cannot give my mother a memorial service that she really does deserve. This is not about me or getting money for myself. It is about mom.
But the rest is about me. I am behind in my rent. I only get so much a month and it doesn't cover what I have to pay each month.
The insurance company doesn't seem to want to help out. I need to contact my lawyer and get him to get something from the insurance company. So I do not become homeless.
And the doctor has told me over and over again that I can't work. That we need to know what is wrong with your neck. If you are lifting anything, you could become paralyzed.
This is my biggest fear, my neck and becoming paralyzed. I where the neck brace all the time.
Help me out please. I pray for this.
I no longer have my mailbox, could not afford it anymore. So I rely on the landlord to give me my mail. Which is rarely. I have no mailbox where I live, it all goes to the landlords mailbox. Who live upstairs.
I am avoiding this place. I stay out until after 10 pm each night,so I don't have to see the landlord. I am not making any noise.
I can't even cook or clean for myself. right now, to painful for me to do this. As well it is hard to cook when one is right handed and one can't use this arm. Very difficult.
If I do become homeless I have no where to put my belongings. It is expensive to put things in storage.
I am just extremely depressed and hurting.
I cannot draw or paint or sculpt anymore. Just writing a paragraph is painful. Typing is one handed now. Lucky I know the keyboard so well.
I really need help from someone.
https://www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile.
Please help out
Kristopher Schmuland
2242 152 st Surrey BC,
Canada. V4A 4N9
So here I am. I haven't written because I am afraid. Fear is eating me up. I have no one to talk to about anything I am going through. Not a soul to listen to me.
I am not a bad person. I just have immediate problems that need to be solved.
I wan to go back to school, but can't afford it.
I want to become a seniors advocate, need money to complete a few courses. OK a program at the Justice institute.
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
Even the pastors at my church don't have anything to say or can do anything about my problems.
