Hello again
Well I missed another appointment with the grief counselor, today. The appointment gets close and start to get really depressed. To the point it is not good for me.
I still have to call the police about the wheelchair. I have to take care of that. That is over $2000 worth or parts missing.
I know Al Hogg is going to deny everything. That is there way. Deny, lie etc.... I have seen it many times over the years. Especially when there were bruises on mom. I have photo's of all of them. Yet they just say, we don't know what happened.
I am expecting all of mom's records very soon. There better be all of them. Four and a half years worth should be a box full. If I don't receive a box full I am just going to tell them to give me the rest.
I am going to go to Fraser Healths main office and complain to them and show them all the photo's of the bruises.
I wish I could just move to a mobile home. I can't afford an apartment, house or townhouse. So I thought of trying to rent to own a double wide mobile home.. Good luck with that.
I am having a just take off mood. This is not a good idea.
Applying for BC housing. Apparently, since I am now 55 years old, I am considered a senior. That sucks the big one. Since I have no children and nothing to show for myself. This is even making me more depressed.
I can't tell you how much I miss my mother. To the point it hurts deeply. And is extremely painful.
I am trying to grieve, but so much BS is coming my way. My own fault for not trusting my instincts
I need some dinner now, so I am having to say good bye
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
