I received the email I was expecting from the PGT concerning mom's wheelchair. Basically that is the way there contractor picked it up from AL Hogg in White Rock where mom was living. They just picked up what AL Hogg had ready for them. I looked up the costs of each part that is missing and it totals over $2000 Let's not forget about taxes as well.
The chair was whole and the other set of leg rests, the new pads and all the other parts were in the closet when mom passed away
I have hundreds of photos of the chair with the old leg rests and the new ones. Plus all the documents needed to prove they were there and purchased.
It is a shame that I have to now deal with this. I haven't even had time to get through my grieving.
I now have to go back to the RCMP and start an action
Do people really think we are all stupid. Come on now.
I will now let the RCMP deal with this. Or I will contact the news about this. Or even picket them
Someone is responsible for this action and they will have to pay the price for their actions.
I see the grief counselor on June 7 at 9:30 am I hope she can help me try to sort out what I am going through.
This is not fun. I am not where I should be, not doing anything. Not moving forward. I am empty inside and the feeling is getting worse. I like people and have no problem meeting people. But after that I am not sure if I want to be around anyone.
I want to be around people but at the same time, when I get around them, I just want to leave and be alone.This is a depression disorder. I forget the name of it. But I was diagnosed with it years ago and the psychiatrist said it is OK, not to worry about it.
Really, I can make friends, but keeping them is a different story. Weird isn't it.
I have this All I want to do is be alone thing going on right now. And I know it has to do with the passing of my mother. I need to get through some of this grieving to be able to move on.
I need to have a memorial service for my mother to move on.
https://www.gofundme. com/ka556fdk
Pl.ease help me, I really need this, I am stuck were I am and I just can't move forward. This is all I think about all day long. Doesn't matter what I am doing, this is always on my mind. Everyday, morning until night. I can;t sleep at night because I am to busy thinking about me being a looser, for not being able to give mom a proper memorial service. Something that I can bring closer for mom and I.
Mom needs to have people pay respect to her. OK I need to hear the people pay their respect to my Mother. I need to hear what everyone has to say about her life. I need to hear about the real Mary Rose Schmuland. Not the Mary Rose Schmuland I called mom. Do you understand what I am saying. I hope so. As I sometimes don't!
I just know mom. Not the person who when not being mom, was out with her friends. That is the person I don't know and need to know. The real Mary Rose Schmuland. I just know her as mom. Mary had a life outside of being a mother and I don't really know that person. OK I don't know her at all.
Please help me. I really need it. This is drowning me in despair
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
