Hello again
Life keeps throwing me curve balls. OK it is the poor or hastened decisions I make. For example moving into were I am. I was told one thing, upon moving in. Only to find out what was told to me was a lie. And the lies continue daily.... I wanted to leave Coquitlam so bad that I just decided to move here.
Thank GOD I did not move here before Christmas. I would never of brought my mother to this place. And this women keeps trying to get me to call her my adoptive mom. I ONLY HAVE ONE MOM AND DAD. I will never call her that. And next time she brings it up I will be letting her know, under no uncertain circumstances I will ever call you mom. This would be a disgrace to my actual mother
It is now 3 months since mom passed away and I am no closer to giving her a service than I was 2 months ago. OK $156.00 closer. My campaign is not working. What the heck do I need to do to get help from someone. Anyone.
COME ON! REALLY! I just want to give my mom a proper burial and I can't even do that.
This is what I have always mean't by saying I do things for myself because I can't get help with anything. I am alone. Well if I can't get help with the simple things, like support because I have just lost my mother and not dealing well. How can I get support to give mom a service.
The truth is everyone is to busy taking care of themselves. No one cares about a person who is suffering, who just lost his mother, who he looked after, every single day for over a decade. Someone who traveled 3 hours each way, by bus, to take care of his mother. Who never complained about it. And I still don't .. Even when people say to me, you traveled so far, you must be tired. Well I am not and I was never tired of traveling to take care of my mother.
My mother was all I had left in this world. I have absolutely nothing left. I am alone and lonely. I have nothing. I have nobody. No girlfriend, no family, no friends.
Does anyone even knows what it is like to walk each day with nobody to speak with, to talk too or even cry on someone's shoulder. Do you! I think not. To even understand what I am going through. NO ONE. This is obvious, considering there is no one around for me. Not a soul.
I walk through my days hurting, crying, in pain. I lost the only person I had left in this world. And now she is gone, I am alone and without everything. Well I had nothing while I took care of mom, that was by chose. I made the decision to give everything I could to make sure my mother had a fresh home made meal each day, That she dressed nicely each day, that her room looked as my like a real bedroom as I could make it. Each Holiday mom had a delicious holiday meal, that she had someone who loved her to spend those Holidays with. To give her everything I could and I had no regrets about doing it either.
Sure I was poor, but oh well;. Mom had what she needed to feel and look as good as she could. Mom had someone on her side to fight for her rights. And I did just that. All the time. Even if it mean't they didn't like me. OH Well, Get it right and I would not of had to file complaints against you or Fraser Health.
To bad is all I have to say. I am not loosing any sleep over your dislike of me. I am loosing sleep because I lost my everything. My mother the only person that cared about me and that I cared about. The only family I had left in this world.
I AM ALONE
GOD bless and good night.
Kristopher Schmuland
