Hello again
Yes it has been a few days I have been extremely tired and depressed. Not wanting to get anything done. Not being able to eat, having nothing again. I just kept getting up and going to take care of mom. That is the only thing keeping me going. //
The PGT and the case manager, lets call her K is just making excuses for having to get anything done. The contact at Al Hogg lies to her and yet K at the PGT still listens to this person.
I have an entire blog for this rant, but not tonight. This is about mom.
It was a beautiful day, I arrived early. So I gave mom as much as she could drink right away. Gave her a bit of a snack and then took her outside for some much needed fresh air. She just loved this. We found a nice spot and sat there for a while. I talked up a storm, since I have no one else to speak with.
When we came back in it was dinner time. All I had for mom was some pasta. And she did not want this. She did eat some of it until the dinner came. Then no more. she had the served dinner and was full after this. I quickly changed her. She just wanted to get out of her cloths and into her nightgown. While we waited for the care aid to come in and put Mary to bed. We both fell asleep. It was only when the care aid came in did we wake up.
It was the usual fare. The spa treatment and then I held her hand while she fell asleep. At one point her hand relaxed, and as soon as I went to take my hand away, mom tightened her grip. She was asleep when she did this. It was funny.
Okay, I have to stop now. I have to write McCain. Last week all I could afford was a frozen pizza. I had some and then the next night I heated it up and when I went to take a bite, I bit into some hair. It was a very long strand of dark hair. And it was underneath the cheese and sauce, so I need to write to them. It was gross. I have no idea if this women has any communicable diseases or how much hair I had already eaten. I tell you this. I will never eat a McCain pizza again. As a matter of fact I don't think I will eat any pizza again.
I need to write to them that is why I am ending this now.
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
