Hello again
Mom is well, she has not caught the Gastorol Intestinal disorder (Stomach flu for the rest of us) Still others are getting it. It is because I feed her well, getting enough fruit, fiber and vegetables each day Plus vitamins and supplements. Mom is just one of those lucky individuals who don't get sick. As it is with myself.
I am trying to keep her away from the other's until this is over. And when I am their I am with her always. The only time I leave her side is to warm up her dinner.
Today, mom did not want me to let go of her hand. When I did, she would slap her hand and reach for my hand. She would stop when I grabbed her hand again. Unless I told her what I needed to do. As in cut up the papaya. I try to get everything cut up and everything arranged before I start to feed her. This way I can keep holding her hand while I feed her.
I was only able to get mom Sushi today. That is all I could afford. Nothing tomorrow. Don't have it. But the dinner that was served was so small it would not even fill up an infant. Runny meat. Yes it was runny. I have been bringing mom a vegetarian diet for a while now. Cheaper.So the meat portion of her meal is what is being served.
After I put the music on and changed mom. So I put her to bed to get the spa treatment started. This way mom did not have to sit in her chair waiting. All mom wants to do when dinner is finished, is go to bed. So I put her in bed. The care aid came in, changed her. Oh she's in bed. is what she said to me. I knew she was going to rat me out for putting mom to bed. And she did.
They still don't get it. I can do their job as well or better than they can. Over a decade of experience doing just this. Looking after someone with Alzheimer's,strokes etc....Not to impressed, will be saying something about it.
Anyway, I have been singing allot as of late. And mom has loved every bit of it. Smiling while she is relaxing with her eye's closed.
Now it is getting worse for me now. I am not hearing behind me. It is making me paranoid. Constantly looking. I just don't hear things or people that are behind me. Tried again to tell the doctor this today. He tells me you haven't said anything to me about this. I tell him all the time. I need hearing aids and can't afford them. You need to sign this form. Even if I have Parkinson's, it is just starting. But I still need the doctor to sign some forms for me.
Also I am tired of eating pasta. Every night for at least two weeks. One meal a day. All I have, not anymore. I am getting weaker, no protein in my diet, only carbohydrates.
I am done for today. To weak to continue.
GOD bless and good night.
Kristopher Schmuland
