Hello again
I arrive today and just about all the residents are out in the main dinning hall. Including my mother. Great news. Mom has not and will not be getting sick.
I just grabbed her and off we went to her room to get her some drinks and something to eat. Mom today was very talkative. When mom is in a talkative mood, she speaks so fast that it is hard to understand her. She is not clear, but when she is speaking slower, I can read her better. After I gave her something to drink, she slowed down and I could read her. She just wanted someone to pay attention to her.
I made her chicken, but it was a little to spicy for her. So she ate the meat from the served dinner. The rest of the dinner I made her she ate. Then off to wash and style her hair. I did a great job today. To bad it will be ruined by tomorrow.
After the spa treatment, all mom wanted was to have the lights out, the music soft and to go to sleep.Which mean't she wanted me to go. Yet she didn't want to let go of my hand. I wish I could stay later.
I am really becoming stressed out over not being able to afford anything in White Rock. There are allot of places, which I have found lately, yet...........
I am done!
Just freaking out. Having a severe anxiety attack.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
