Hello again
I didn't get much sleep last night. It was after 4:00 am before I fell asleep and then I woke up every two hours or so. Until I had enough, just got up. Screw it, I said.
That left me a few hours to wait until I needed to leave. Almost fell asleep, So I left. I arrived in White Rock at 3:30 pm. Checked my lotto ticket and nothing. I buy one a week, just in case. You can;t win if you don't buy. I mean one a week. That is it.
Well after that I just sat for a few moments to just relax and enjoy the sun. Have a smoke. I am down to 3 packs a week now, from 7. "Within the last month. Eat or smoke, that is my decision I have to make each week. I have chosen to smoke most of the time. Not anymore.
After my smoke, I just walked down to mom's, getting their very early.. I am glad about this. More time to spend with mom. They had her in her room, watching TV. Or not. I just grabbed her drinks out of the fridge and off to her room I went. Of course mom was very thirsty, as usual. And as soon as I finished giving her something to drink. Mom was hungry. I had already packed everything up to go out to our usual spot, by the balcony, but mom wanted to eat in the room. So I quickly unpacked everything and set the table,sort of, Went and warmed her dinner up.
There we go, Dinner and dessert. But we had to wait until the care aid came to put mom to bed. Issues involving that.
With this one nurse on, I can't put mom to bed. But the most important issue is, mom having to sit in a soiled diaper. I tried to explain this to the nurse, that I don't want mom sitting in a soiled diaper for hours. This has happened to many times. I have and will change her myself if something isn't done about it. I am tired of getting here and this is the case. As usual, didn't register.
I need to be bringing this up with the manager. Oh wait, that won't do any good either.
I still have to finish the paper work and scan a form into the email for complaint office. I have been so busy and tired. But not actually getting any sleep. That I have had a hard time getting this off. I would say my ADHD is kicking in.
I do say my stress level is rising. Now the facial ticks are manifesting sooner than before. It wasn't until I reached Coquitlam that they started. Now as soon as get on the bus in White Rock, they are starting.
Sucks
I need to get to bed.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Please Pray for mom and I
