Hello again
I cannot stop saying that, taking care of my mother is the best things I have done in my life. When does someone get this opportunity. Except when one has a child. Unfortunately I don't think I will ever have that opportunity to do so.
But if it were not for someone raising me with values and understanding, I would not be capable of doing this. And the award goes to my mother Mary Schmuland, who took the time to instill these virtues in her children. Okay at least one of them.
I arrived today and mom only had a short sleeve tee shirt on. What the....................... I told the nurse that I don't want my mother dressed like this anymore and it is still winter. This is your job, if you see someone who is under dressed, do something about it. All she did was give me a blank stare. I will now add this to my growing list of complaints I will be sending off this week.
I got mom down to her room, For the first time since mom has been out their I was not able to bring mom a dinner. I never forgot my promises, why did her forget his. I have always only asked that my mother be taken care of each day. Nothing. I am very disappointed. I can not longer say that he will help you.
It is one thing to screw with me, I can handle it. But another to mess with my mom. This is something I just won't put up with. Sorry.
Now we finally got her dinner, and while feeding mom, I put the fork into the carrots and what did I pull out, but a long blond hair. This happened as the care aid came in. Really gross. Dinner was changed, but he same thing. The same dinner in mean. The care aid was nice enough to get a different type of dinner. Which mom ate most of it. I filled her up on home made peanut butter cookies. It was all I had in the house. Peanut butter, sugar and an egg.
Mom ate her dessert and was ready for bed.
By the way, as soon as saw mom I pulled out a sweater out of my bag and put it across her chest.
Just as I was about to sit down and hold mom's hand and wait for the care aid, in she walked. This was done, and mom received her spa treatment. She was a little grumpy as she was very tired. So I did most of it. As quick as possible. It was early when finished so I just stood there until it was time to leave. I just held her hand and got lost in my own little world. Just lost.
GOD bless and good night ( i don't think I will be writing this anymore) Lost allot of my faith today. I am not sure what is going to happen over he next month. But I am sure it won't be to good. I am not speaking about my mother. Just this piece of crap person I call myself.
Kris Schmuland
