Hello again
Today mom seem in very good spirits. Back to her normal self. And she was hungry.
Ate everything I brought her for dinner. And then some. But I try to keep it under control. Not to much. Yet I don't want mom to go hungry, yet I don't want her to get full..
It was normal today. Feed mom, got her changed for bed, Read to her, put her clean clothing away. And after she was in bed, the nightly spa treatment.
Normal. Except I stayed allot latter than I usually do. I just wanted to stay and hold mom's hand until she was completely asleep. Feel the love.
People say I am trying to get something out of this. I don't know what. except the warmest feeling one could get. Inside.
It is beautiful to be able to be doing this for my mother. I wouldn't have it any other way.
I wouldn't want to be doing anything else but this with my time.
There has never, in my life, been something so important, as to look after my parents
I don't have children, not married, no friends. I am disabled. Perfect opportunity to be doing something that matters in life.
GOD bless and good night.
Kristopher Schmuland
