Wednesday, August 13, 2014

I am lost

Hello again

I am still very much saddened by the loss of Robin Williams. I will miss his brilliance Time to get all of his movies and shows. Purchase them, instead of downloading them. I just need to have them.

Well it is Wednesday and it was mom's hair day again.

Mom was very tired again today. And she had not gone to in 3 days. Very plugged up. But this has not stopped her from eating. And that she has done over the last three days.

After I washed her hair, the staff came in and we tried to get her to go, but no luck. So it was enema time. I stood there and held her hand while she was up in the sling.

Mom is to rigid to take to the washroom and sit on the toilet. So she has to be put in a special sling and held up above the bowel.

It is nice that mom is OK with me standing there holding her hand while she is trying to go. Squeezing my hand to help her along. My mom is that comfortable with me around her. Well if she will let me change her, I don't see why this would bother her.

After she was done, and changed and the spa treatment was finished. That was it, she was done for the day and just closed her eye's and reached for my hand to fall asleep. But I needed to sing her the good night song first. This she made known by starting to sing it.

Mom wants and needs to hold my hand through everything.

So I am again finished for he night. I am so tired and stressed out over not being able to find a place. Not having the funds to find a decent place. I don't care if I have furniture or not. I will sit on the floor for all I care.

Being stressed out over this accident and all of the problems associated with it.

And all the stress is getting to me.

I am so glad I have my mother who is trusting of me and comfortable with me.

GOD bless and good night.

Kristopher Schmuland