Hello again
Well, the response to my add turned out to be a fake. If it is to good to be true, is usually is. They sent my photo's and the suite was beautiful and the only wanted $400. a month including. Downtown by the water. Really!
Anyways, I got mom the dinner she wanted, and mom was very hungry tonight. But at the same time, very tired, again. To much of the delusions and the TV to loud and on all the time.
We can't wait.
So when mom was finished eating, her eye's started to close. Grabbed my hand tighter and started to fall asleep, before I even finished the dishes. I quickly did the dishes, got her changed for bed. The staff came in and got her into bed. Before I even had a chance to finish her spa treatment, mom was asleep. But the nurse came in and gave mom her medicine for the night. Waking her up.
It didn't take long afterwards for mom to fall back to sleep.
I stayed until after 8 pm tonight. Just standing and holding her hand. Making sure mom was completely asleep. Her hand was completely relaxed. So I knew I could easily slip my hand out. Sang our good night song and left.
With me, I am completely done being here. I can't take it anymore. It doesn't make any difference, I guess. As only two weeks left and I still can't find a place, which I can afford.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
