Hello again
So I told mom today about the room we will be moving into and she was very happy. Peace and quite. This is what she seeks.
So one thing down. The move for mom. Now I just have to find a place for myself.
I don't need a new TV, furniture, new clothing, a stereo. Or anything that special. I have a chair, I have a bed. I just have to get cheap pots and pans from somewhere.
Why is it so difficult to do this. The only thing I want in my life is to be closer to my mother, to do more with her. To be close by in case something happens. This is my main concern. I live so far away. If something were to happen in the middle of the night, I couldn't get their. If I were living in White Rock, I could be their within minutes.
I am mom's life line, her caregiver, her friend. Mom needs me to be closer. I need to be out their as well.
What is so difficult about this.
Everyone is telling me that GOD will provide and help me. I am getting desperate. It is almost the end of the month and if I pay all the rent, I won't be eating. Period.
I pray for help finding a place and nothing. I am starting to freak out about this. And so be it. I should be. Two weeks and I am homeless, it I want to eat.
I do everything I do to make sure my mother's life is exceptional and happy.
Mom is fine, she ate well and was happy for me to be their.
I am going now.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
