Hello again
So I write that my roommate is moving out at the end of May, well, I found out today, it is the end of this month. He took a new place in this just built tower. Very expensive. So I find myself a little jealous and very worried. I don't have a place for the end of this month.
We rented this place together. It was, originally just rooms for rent. Then we took it over as a separate suite. A little cheaper. Now he is moving and everything in this place is his. So when he moves, this place will be empty, besides what I have in my room. Yes even the pots, pans and dishes, are his. I can afford my half the rent, but not the other half.
So homeless I become, at the end of April. And I have been freaking out all day long.
So mom enjoyed her baked pasta. And did not like what was served to her. Of course, I did not tell her about my problem. Not going to happen.
It was a normal day for mom. She is happy, besides the roommate situation. I am hoping to get into see the manager tomorrow, to give her the letters.
I got her ready for bed, as usual, and mom was chatting up a storm. I got most of it. I read more to her. Mom is really enjoying this story. I was looking for another book to read to her, when this is done. I have some ideas.
And the usual, spa treatment. I did stay much latter tonight. I just wanted to hold her hand, until I knew she was completely asleep.
I know mom is ill and will get worse as time goes on. But I can't worry about any of that now. I just need to worry about the moment. Making sure each and every moment of mom's life is enjoyable and happy.
I decided to take care of mom and that is what I am going to keep doing. OK it would be nice to have extra money to purchase things. A pair of jeans, would be nice.
But mom needs me and the truth is I need her. She keeps me alive and going.
So I really do needs prayers now. Or anything that could help out. Remember, I have nothing. So whatever place I get I will only have a bedroom set.
Please pray.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
