Hello again
So it is Saturday night and I am at home, well, where I live, anyways. I don't call it home. I don't feel comfortable here anymore and haven't in a very long time. Oh yea, alone.
It is a shame that this is the way it is, being alone and lonely is not fun. Yea I am out and surrounded by people all day long and occasionally I will have a conversation with someone. But I am still alone and lonely. It is very depressing. Hence, going back on anti depressants.
So it is snowing again. A late winter. It is OK. The snow makes everything look beautiful. I wish I could take mom out into this. It would be nice for her.
It is also cold and blowing.
I got their and mom was extremely tired tonight. And when I arrived, I took mom back to her room to give her, her drinks and get everything ready for dinner. And the smell was horrendous. The roommates grand daughter gave her a perm. It made me instantly ill. The smell permeated the halls and the room. I couldn't take it, so I complained. And it turns out, which I understand, Fraser Health is a fragrance free zone. And it was arranged that the perm was to given to her in the bathing room, not the bedroom. And it should not of even been done on the floor at all.
This is the lack of respect this family has for everyone. I have been saying this all along. They bring a screaming baby into the room at 8 pm and don't care that mom wants to sleep. They give her a perm when they weren't to do this.
So I had to open the window, in the middle of winter, just to air the room out a bit, before mom goes to bed. To make it bearable to even be in the room.
Mom was tired, which made her anxious. She wanted to go to bed, right away when I arrived. We put her to bed and tried to calm her down. Which I was successful at doing. And because it is Saturday, I am doing mom's laundry. Which is still drying. And I am tired as well. I am hungry, but just want to go to bed and watch something and relax.
Mom was not happy about the smell. And she should be.
This is the last straw. Total lack of respect.
Time to go check the dryer
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
