Hello again
So it is the weekend and mom is tired as usual. Having to deal with the roommates delusions all week and not getting the proper rest. When this happens mom has a hard time eating, she is not very hungry, has a hard time swallowing. Or is to tired to chew properly. Over the last several weeks it is becoming increasingly apparent that this women is causing my mother to suffer.
This is going to stop. I have been getting their early, but to no avail. The manager, for the last few days, has not been their. Monday is the day.
I made mom a great dinner and she did try to eat as much as she could. Which was allot. But I just have to be patient and let her chew, no matter how long it takes.
Afterwards I washed her hair and boy did mom feel good. I massage her scalp while washing her hair. I read to her, even though my voice is not fully back. It makes mom feel good for me to hold her hand and read to her. She closes her eye's, holds my hand and just relax's. Covered in a blanket.
I wanted to sing to her and I tried, but that did not work out to well. Of course the nightly spa treatment was given to her and afterwards I just stood their holding her hand while she fell off to sleep. I have been staying longer each day, now.. I just want to be their longer and more often.
I have been thinking about mom's mortality of late. Mom is doing fine, good health, is eating good food. But at some point things are going to change.
I need to start thinking about her funeral and to get at the crowd-funding I need to do to raise the money to cover the cost of the funeral and burial. I have it written out and saved, I just need to go in and edit it and change a few things on my Paypal account., Then place it on the site. This has to happen, sooner than latter. You never know.
And this is another reason I need to be living in White Rock, to spend as much time with her as I possibly can. I need to be within a short walking distance from the home. 10 minutes max!
Now I ask, seriously for help and prayers for me to accomplish this. It is not for me, but for my mothers health and happiness. To make sure whatever time she has left is filled with goodness. And me being close by is the right thing to do.
You don't know. A women who's mother is in the same home, was telling me tonight that her mother had a serious stroke and most likely won't make it through the night. Two days ago this women's mom and I were speaking. She calls me the man with the stick. I know this women, her daughter and the womens husband. I would consider them friends. And earlier in the week a gentlemen I have gotten to know, very well, passed away.
It is a seniors extended care facility, and yes, people are going to pass away. These are people that I know and have known for while. Though they are not related to me, it is still hard.
So you just don't know what is going to happen and when. Just like that. And if mom is not moved, it will be sooner than latter. And I won't except this.
So Help is what I need to get me to White Rock.
Pray, send cash. I don't jest, this is very important to my mother, me being close to her.
Mom said to me, in a clear voice, the other night. "Don't go" But I already stayed latter, by over half an hour, and got home an hour latter than normal. It is OK though, I am not eating, not hungry. It has been this way for over a week now. And the last few days, my gums have been very sore and this is causing me to not want to eat as well.
I am just not into living in Coquitlam anymore and it is causing me to not eat.
Anyways, I need to go now. Try to eat, just not hungry
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
