Hello again
Today my seasonal allergies hit me like a ton of bricks. I just thought I was getting a cold. But no! Plugged nose, itchy watery eye's and itchy ears. Yes itchy ears. This is causing me to be extremely grumpy and very straight forward with people.
This will work in my favor as I speak with the manager where mom lives about the ongoing torture of my mother. And yes it is torture.
Or abuse
So anyway, I have just been irritated by most people today. OK I am an asshole or so. I can be at least. I have tried to be nice to people, but they have just shown their true colors.
When I arrived at mom's I left this attitude at the door and put on a smile for mom. I knew I could pick it up afterwards.
I made mom a nice omelet and toast which she ate all of it. Really didn't have much of a choice, they didn't bring her dinner until after mom was almost finished hers. OK she loved the omelet.
The photo album is still in her room, even though they left me a note asking me to bring it home. Which I left a note explaining that mom and I are going to go through it and until then it is staying.
I started to show mom the photo's, but she didn't seem to interested. Tired. I asked her if she wanted me to read to her instead, and yes that was what she wanted. I took the book out, turned the lights down and read many pages of the book to her before the staff came to put her to bed and change her....
I asked this women if she wanted help, but declined. So I went to make some hot water. When I returned mom was upset that I did not stay. I promised her that I would stay from now on.
I was at this point the roommate started on her nightly delusions. Now the TV is on loud, the lights are on and she is talking, loudly to no one. It is never ending.
I held mom;s hand while she tried to sleep, She was dozing off when it was time I had to leave. After 8 pm.
Got home at a decent time. I just have no clue why it is almost midnight.
Have to go.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
