Hello again
Yes I complain and state my case of being without and not having a Christmas in at least a decade. But as long as mom and I have each other that is the best Christmas one can have.
Yet it would be nice to have a present or two, instead of nothing.
The one thing I make sure of, is that mom has a great Christmas. Her room decorated and me their for her.
Today she is good. I washed her hair and styled it nicely. I brought her a nice dinner and she ate all of it. past her being full.
And then it was bed time. Which of course was what I did for her.
I was able to hang her clean laundry up. Which I did last night for her. Give mom her spa treatment and be done early this evening. And the nurse gave mom her nightly medication early. Wow.
I stayed until my normal time. By this time mom was fast asleep. Snoring, Holding my hand tightly.
With a smile on her face. It is nice to see mom fall asleep happy and healthy and full.
12 days to go until Christmas and this is the time I am starting to freak out. I have nothing to give her. I asked that y'all send her a card. Nothing yet.
Yes I would like something under my none existent tree. But I am more concerned about mom getting spoiled. She deserves everything.
This is a women who would do anything for anyone. All one had to do is ask and if it was in her power to do something, it was done. She took care of everyone.
But no one is helping take care of her. Except me. And I am OK with this. I will never stop what I am doing.
Time to go, I am tired and today is another one of those days where my fridge is empty. Except for dinner for mom for tomorrow.
It is OK though, I am not really hungry
I am a very good person and no one can see this. Or they tell me that I will be blessed. What about right now.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
