Hello again
I really am having a problem. The closer I get to Coquitlam the more depressed I feel. It is a big black cloud. Which decreases my appetite to nil. So I go to bed this evening without eating again. This time I have no desire to do so.
Now mom is doing great tonight. Very happy, with a big smile, when she saw me.
I made her a nice dinner, fish with this wonderful salad. This she really enjoyed.
Got her into bed early again. Which is a good thing. As she loves to hold my hand, and when she does so, it seems it puts her to sleep. So by the time dinner is almost done, she is basically sleep eating. But mom lets me know when she is done and what she wants.
We finished the smoothie, so I am glad I have everything I need to make another one for her. It will last until I get some more money.
I put the Christmas music on tonight. I have been alternating between her jazz and the Christmas music. We sang together. The lights on. Makes it an enjoyable evening.
I just want to stay longer, until she falls asleep completely. It is not often that this happens. This is the reason I need to be living in White Rock.
Whatever it takes I will be their in the first of the new year.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Merry Christmas Even though I don't feel very happy about it. Nothing for mom.
